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6/2/24 not even joking, but the nicos nexbots game on roblox of all things is actually really good. i have been playing it for a few days and usually get at least 3rd place every time. i have played a lot of games with the same premise under different names and on other platforms. i just like roblox. i know that i am a little too old for the game but... i also do not care. originally it was so i could play with my little sisters, but now i play it more then they do. i had an account that i made in prbably 2010 and my grandmother (who is basically my mother haha) had set that one up. my username was like lennypiggy (yeah! like the wonderpets! fuck you!) but i cannot remember... i was what, 8? in 2010? i made another account after that when i was around 12, and i am pretty sure the username was like... raven...darkness... or something. (so edgy guys) but anyways, i have played roblox for a long time. and im honestly happy that it is something i get to continue to enjoy. i play games and make silly hangout worlds with my younger cousin. i know one day i will sign off for the last time, like i did with so many virtual worlds of the past. but online worlds like that are always such a comfort to me. i feel like myself online! gaming makes me feel like me. games have always been a huge comfort to me. especially ones i can enjoy for a long time. 5/27/2024 It all felt so different back then, games. idk... they felt different when i played them in my old bedroom with my heavy chunky crt tv. walls covered in posters and cut outs of magazines i would find. some Weezer song skipping on my cd player, a dark room lit in purple from dollar general halloween lights from last fall and silent hill from my tv is just the vibe. but capturing that feeling from that moment in time is probably impossible. I can turn the lights off and play anything I want, but it wont feel the same. the same way that smash melee isn't the same. I am never going to be a kid in some other random kid's house, everyone from 8-17 in the neighborhood crowded around the gamecube with those bag popsicle things and red stains around our mouths. sticky, warm, gamecube controller, its my turn now. I pick Samus for no other reason than I think shes hot, in and out of the suit. my sexuality is irrelivant; Samus is hot period. HAHAHANYWAYS the only kid i know has wandered off and now im alone in a room full of boys, sweating in smash melee. but i don't care. because i have cream soda and a taquito waiting for me as soon as this match is over and life feels good for once. (👍≖‿‿≖)👍GoobGirl